morning syndrome, sindrom pagihari

Beberapa minggu aku kejar-kejaran terus dengan deadline yang semakin ga sekolah… tiba-tiba maju lah… tiba-tiba pindah tempat lah..  Gara-gara itu (deadline dan kerjaan yang menggunung) aku pun sering tidur dinihari.. bahkan untuk beberapa hari sebelum deadline terkadang harus tidur di sleepingbag di kampus..  bukan ga sempat pulang, males aja pulang jam3 pagi danmusti berangkat lagi jam7 ato 8pagi.

biasanya kalo pulang dinihari, jam1 ato jam2 dini har, tidurnya jadi lama, ga bisa bangun jam6. apalagi jam 5.. itu kalou di rumah. mangkanya jadi jarang pulang pagi.. mending sekalian ga pulang..  yang jadi masalah sekarang, kalopun aku tidur (berangkat tidur) ja, 11 malem, tetep aja terlelapnya jam 2 dinihari dan bangunnya jam 9 pagi…

alarm jam5.30 dari HP kedengeran juga syukur, klopun kedengeran juga cuma dicari terus dimatiin dan bercita2 bangun 15menit lagi, masi dingin euy.. tapi, cita2 itu tidak pernah tercapai.. yang ada bangun 1,5jam setelahnya.. itu juga sudah lumayan.. pernah berniat bangun 15menit dari bunyi alarm, dan kenyataannya bangun 4jam setelahnya.. he..he…he..

semoga setelah project satu ini selesai, project selanjutnya ga se-nggaksekolah ini.. jadi bisa dikerjakan dalam jam kerja dan tidak menjadikan aku deadliners sejati.. semoga.. kadang aku lebih memilih field-projects. di fieldprojects semua teratur, bangun pagi, sarapan, berangkat ke lapangan, makansiang, jam4 ato 5 sore istirahat, pulang ato bikin camp, makan malem, jam9 malem tidur… bla..bla.. pokoknya lebih teratur..

-astyka-

Ordinary People (manusia biasa)

Ordinary People
by : John Legend

Girl, I’m in love with you
This ain’t the honeymoon, we’re past the infatuation phase
We’re right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday
I know I misbehave
And you’ve made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we’ll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
‘Cause we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we’ll take it slow
Take it slow
This time we’ll take it slow

This ain’t no movie, naw
No fairytale conclusions ya’ll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it’s heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way
I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances, we take second chances
Though it’s not a fantasy, I still want you to stay

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
‘Cause we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we’ll take it slow
Take it slow
This time we’ll take it slow

Maybe we’ll live and learn
Maybe we’ll crash and burn
Maybe you’ll stay, maybe you’ll leave, maybe you’ll return
Maybe another fight, maybe we won’t survive
Maybe we’ll grow we’d never know
Baby, you and I
We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go, hey
‘Cause we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow, hey hey
We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
‘Cause we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we’ll take it slow
Take it slow
This time we’ll take it slow
Take it slow, slow
This time we’ll take it slow
Take it slow
This time we’ll take it slow

26 Februari 2007

Timor Fieldwork

savana, Timor